"Disciplined Breakdown" lyrics - COLLECTIVE SOUL

I never ever can remember,
All the things that go bump in the night
Quietness uncovers, betrayal now hovers,
And my comfort level's not quite right...

Well I'd love to stay and evaluate,
But my torture can't wait...
It seems I'm, I'm losing ground
Welcome all, to my disciplined breakdown

I never ever can decipher,
Who listens to the words I say
While I sense I'm searching,
I never know who's lurking,
To scare my sacred thoughts away...

Well I'd love to hang and chat a while,
But my mind's become vile...
It seems I'm, I'm losing ground
Welcome all, to my disciplined...
Breakdown reality - Breakdown my ability,
To get it back... I wanna' get it back...
Breakdown honesty - Breakdown now,
Deliver me from all this madness & all this agony

I never ever can contribute,
To finding all the faults that sustain
Never mind the answers,
To who spreads the cancer,
When the questioning of, "Why?" remains

Well I'd love to sit and rationalize,
But my tongue's become dry...
It seems I'm, I'm losing ground
Welcome all, to my disciplined breakdown
Breakdown... Breakdown... Break...