"Nightmares" lyrics - TECH N9NE

Captivated by my pain, terribly I'm going insane
I can't relay, I can't do nothing
Think I oughta be killing something
Someone's gon' take me away
To the prison or the grave
Either way they want me a slave
Please understand and hear me today

Not the man you thought I was
Coulda stopped this with your love
Big I am, give a damn, in your window here I am
Label a badsy from the start
I'm the man without a heart
So maybe I'm me, drinking juice
Cipher wrong and you will lose
You're the problem, I'm the answer
When I'm done, you beg for cancer
'Cause I don't fuck around
I was born in the ground
Now it's time for me to roll
Your head up in to a bowl
Your nightmare's here, can I leave?
So much murder up my sleeve

I bring the pain, I bring the sickness
Never learn to give forgiveness
I will pay, but not today
On the surf you will not stay
To the Lord or to the Devil
That is not my decision
When you're dead you cannot ask to be forgiven

[Chorus - Krizz Kaliko]
How much further can night goes?
See the child from the darkness
Think they can hear but they don't know
I can't see from the shadows
I'm sure to see in the night scene
At midnight, sleep again
Can't go away from this dream
These nightmares where I stay

I stay in the nightmare, 'cause that's I'm welcome
Do I get out? No never, even seldom
The Devil hates me, but he loves what I do
Until the day I say, "yo the joke's on you"
Stuck in a pit with the fire and the demons
I can't get out and I can't stop screaming
Wish to God it was just another dream
I'ma surely be sicker than a seed

Infinite sadness I am losing my wife
Intimite gladness I am losing my life
All I wanna do is break through the level
All I wanna do is escape from the Devil
Torture on the corner, edge of persecution
How can I be the problem, when there is no solution?
Eluded by the ways of all that I do
He's not coming for me, bitch, he's coming for you!

[Chorus - Krizz Kaliko]
How much further can night goes?
See the child from the darkness
Think they can hear but they don't know
I can't see from the shadows
I'm sure to see in the night scene
At midnight, sleep again
Can't go away from this dream
These nightmares where I stay

Stuck in a rud like, what the fuck I give a shit
Now I know the answer why the world's on my dick
I gotta do this now and I gotta do this right
Now is the time to end my fucking life
I don't think it's crazy, I don't think it's nuts
I just want the wall to taste my fucking blood
I can't get it back, I can't do it over
Maybe I should do it when I become sober

I have a plan that you don't understand
That if I jump a cliff I know that I will land
How much further can I possibly go
When the world stops, no one really knows
Send me through Hell I will bring five back
We will have an army ready to attack
The pain comes after, the click and the clack
Now I got my brain rolling down my back

[Chorus - Krizz Kaliko]
How much further can night goes?
See the child from the darkness
Think they can hear but they don't know
I can't see from the shadows
I'm sure to see in the night scene
At midnight, sleep again
Can't go away from this dream
These nightmares where I stay