"Different Kind Of Pain" lyrics - SAM BARBER

I took a train yesterday far away from everything I love
I could say I'm okay but the truth is I'm already too fucked up
Bet the little I have I won't make it through the next couple months
Scared to death you'd trade the man I am for the man I was

[Chorus:]
Do I stand or do I run away, do I quit or do I pray
If I can't find you then none of this matters
I called my mom a second time today and she said you'd only give what I can take
I've been lost before
But losing you is a different kind of pain
A different kind of pain
A different kind of pain

Without you the only road I'm on leads to early death
So I went strolling through the city I hate
Just tryna clear my head
When I found you at the bottom of a bottle searching for a friend
Hope this time I can keep you for a while before I lose you again

[Chorus:]
Do I stand or do I run away
Do I quit or do I pray
If I can't find you then none of this matters
I called my mom a second time today and she said you'd only give what I can take
I've been lost before but losing you is a different kind of pain
A different kind of pain
A different kind of pain