"Never Mine" lyrics - SAM BARBER

Would you wake me up when all this pain is gone
Every time we talk the thoughts I have go numb
Just like old walls, the small things tore us down
But still your breathing is fine
And me, I've lost my mind

I found that hell you said I was bound to see
And I'm giving my all but still my act ain't clean
So a bed of nails is where I'm set to sleep
If I'm trapped then how could you feel free
If this ain't love then what did all those tears mean

[Chorus:]
We used to lay right here till the sun came up
Then I ruined it all when I tried my luck
I only see your face when I'm too fucked up
And these shaking hands have yet to stop

I'm doing better now but at times I still cave in
I thought you wrecked my life but the battle was within
It seems I've done my time and finally paid my sins
Now I finally see those signs
Darling you were never mine

[Chorus:]
We used to lay right here till the sun came up
Then I saved my soul that wasn't enough
I only see your face when I'm too fucked up
And these shaking hands have yet to stop
Oh these shaking hands have yet to stop